I know its a big step, but I am looking to make a move to CA, from CT, LOL.

  So I found surgeons that I like and booked my surgeries. But of course this comes with its own pangs of nervousness, but not about getting the surgery- that I know I want and have known for at least 15 years, probably longer. What I think I...

I recently watched a film originally shown on Lifetime Television, A Girl Like Me: The Gwen Araujo Story. Gwen, born a boy, was a beautiful teen who knew she was and acted as a girl from early childhood, despite her mother's continuous...

I guess it was naive of me to expect it to be easy but Jeez...does it have to be quite so hard? I'm talking about relationships of course. I thought going through transition was the toughest time of my life - the loss of friends and family members...

  I am off to get consultations for surgery and I am left to ask myself what does a consultation mean to me? I know what the world, well the usa and Canada at least, think of a consultation in this light- a meeting to discuss and facilitate...

So I finally got around to submitting again. Now I am sure you were all hoping for some bondage talk but I am talking novels for publication. In its own way it is a power game. I do not have the money or resources to publish and market my books and...

  Once again I find myself depressed and alone and I have to ask, am I the only one who gets horny when I am miserable? Everyone else I seem to know wants to be alone or isolated when they get depressed. It is an interesting phenomenon to me...

I had some strange thoughts the other night when contemplating past experiences and my interpretations of them.... What does it mean to be rejected? Is it when a stranger sneers at you for what you look like? Or is it when a friend brushes you off?...

I have to admit when I found an article about how Nepal is allowing a third gender onto their census and personal identification I had mixed feelings. Would I want to be considered a third gender? Am I as trapped as everyone else in the gender...

   I  final decide to get thearphy for my Gender thing. LoS AngelesThearphy Group was highly recommend .  So, I made an appointment late Nov. of laster year.  There was 3 thearphist in the first meeting.  I told...